Dear C,
Yew say yew care, that yew always have and that that will never change. Here is what I've been thinking about that since the day yew started favoring others: That is complete and utter bullshit. Yew don't care about me at all. The only reason yew did, if it wasn't all an act, was so that yew could be closer to them. Now that yew've realized that yew don't need me anymore yew've cast me aside, like I was nothing to yew but a distraction of yewr true goal. It made me sad to think of that... that yew didn't care... I wanted yew to so much, but I've realized that's not true. I just wanted someone in general to care, so I settled for yew.
I can truly say that now, that if yew were to abandon me, trade me in for her, someone yew thought was better, I won't care. Honestly, it would be a relief to have someone like yew out of my life. Yew did nothing but put me down, and when yew tried to bring me up, it did nothing but make it worse. What's worse, yew were two faced. Yew said one thing to me, then later when I was fighting with her, terrible things about me would suddenly come up, things that completely contradicted what yew said prior to the fight. At first I didn't understand why yew did this. Now I know why. Yew wanted her to think that yew would always be on her side, make me look bad to make yewrself look better. Well guess what, yew succeeded perfectly in doing so.
Goodbye and good riddance,
Angelica.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Nothing Important
Ah, vacation. I'm so happy to finally be taking a break from school, and all of the work that comes with it. Vacation's usually not that bad for me, it can be a bit boring sometimes, but at least I get to relax for a few days. That being said, with all of the free time I have, it seems like I have nothing to do whatsoever. For me, vacation almost always means that I get distanced from my friends, something I didn't appreciate. Now, though, I actually like the fact that I don't have to see them everyday. It's probably a result of that fall out with one of my good friends. Since that happened, another friend has followed, leaving me at a loss for how to deal with her. -Sigh- Whatever, I stress myself out by thinking about this too much. If they want to get all *cough*bitchy*cough* then I'll be sure to stay away, at least for the time being.
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